It's been about eight months since I've written and I guess I'll start with the update of me and my ex from like a million years ago. He and I are best friends. We spend time together, and yes there's that flirty vibe but it's not anything more than that.

Me and Ashley are amazing right now . I'm living with my grandparents, and yes it's very strict, but I kinda enjoy the structure. It's hard to explain. Since I've moved in with them:

*I'm basically a straight A student

*I'm aloud to express myself and listen to whatever music I want (to a point)

*I've been sober for eight months and now the taste of alcohal or the smell of pot is nauseating.

*I'm graduating this spring

*And I've been considering the national guard.

Have you ever just seen something that totally wouldn't fit you, so you get drawn to it over time? That's how it is with the guard. I don't know. I would have the strength and discipline to get me through life and I think that would be great. There's just one little set back: I would be deployed. Though the main war zone places aren't open to women, I could still be attacked in a hummer. Or something like that. Still, despite the risks, I really for some reason just can't get my mind off of it.

My writing has been going fantastic. Once again, I'm working on "Some Call It Fate" I'm soo excited to see how it's turning out. . Oh well. Well I'm going to bed soo yeah. It's up to whoever reads this to comment or whatever. I'm sleepy. *yawn*